I left my mothers and got a taxi home. I sat in the kitchen with my head on the table. Banging it because I was frustrated.
After the what seemed like the 100th bang of my head I heard the doorbell go.
I groggily lifted myself up from the table and glared at the door hoping that whoever they where they’d go away. Sadly they didn’t and I opened the door to reveal Summer with a worried face.
“What happened at practice?” She asked.
“I felt sick and went to my mums for a bit..” I said, trying to look genuinely sick.
“Aww babe! I think Lilly’s not well either. I can’t find her anywhere!” Summer said while throwing her arms around me.
I let go of Summer and tried my best not to show my guilt ridden face.
She didn’t see it and gave me a final hug before getting in her car and waving at me through the window.
I closed my door and locked it before going upstairs and laying on my bed.
My head was swimming with thoughts I knew what I had to do.
I had to pick who I wanted. Summer or Lilly.
Summer; sweet, beautiful, kind.
Lilly; caring, beautiful, kinky.
It had been a long day so I closed my eyes, falling into an uneasy sleep.
I was running. I didn’t know what from. My heart beat drummed through my ears. I looked behind me and ran into someone in front of me. They held me as I broke down in their arms. I looked up to see Lilly. She smiled at me and kissed me softly. All of my fear was replaced with love as I looked into her eyes.
I woke up with a start and screamed when I saw someone sitting next to me on the bed.
“Glad to see you’re awake sleeping beauty.” Lilly growled before throwing the quilt off of me, getting on top of me. Sliding my underwear down and getting to work on me with her mouth.
I was so confused to why she was there, going down on me not long after we had a fight at god knows what time in the morning I didn’t concentrate on what she was doing in between my legs. Lilly noticed and got my attention by thrusting two fingers inside of me hard whilst greedily sucking and licking my clit.
I moaned and arched my back whilst she continued, giving in to pleasure.
I came hard and grabbed her by her long hair pulling her up sharply.
“What are you doing here.” I gasped, still getting my breath back.
“I wanted a shag.” She simply said before crawling off of me and standing up, wiping her mouth.
“You can’t fucking do that!” I shouted.
“I can do what the fuck I like.” She growled.
“GET OUT!” I screamed, venom dripping from every word.
I grabbed whatever I could on my bedside table which happened to be a ashtray and threw it at Lilly as she turned to leave.
“Why you little cunt!” She shouted at it hit her shoulder and shattered at it fell to the floor.
Lilly turned around and backhanded me hard. I looked at her with teary eyes, feeling the trickle of blood running from my nose.
I grabbed my phone from my bedside table and rang Summer.
“Get here now, please.” I whimpered down the phone.
I ended the call and put the phone back before Lilly could see who I called.
Waiting for the water to run clear I stepped out of my shower and grabbed a towel. And wrapped my hair up before putting a towel around my body.
I walked to my bedroom and sat on my bed. I tried to towel dry my hair but failed and decided to plug in my hair dryer and blow dry it.
When it was dry I looked into the mirror and grinned at my new platinum blonde hair. I saw Summer’s name flash up on my phone and answered it.
“Helloooo?” I said in a happy tone.
“Hey…you sound happy.” She said.
“Yeah, had a little pampering.” I chirped.
“Okay. I’m taking you out tonight.” Summer stated.
“Okay, when shall I be ready for?” I asked.
“I’ll give you an hour.”
“Okay, you picking me up in the shit mobile?” I laughed.
“Yes..see you in an hour.”
“Okay cya!”
“Bye!”
I ended the call and headed for my wardrobe. I pulled out a long blue and while striped top with a red anchor on and a pair of black leggings.
I got dressed and slipped some black pumps on. I sat at my vanity table and put my make up on pin up girl style with black winged eyeliner on my top lid, mascara, blusher and red lipstick.
I had 20 minutes to wait so I checked my facebook and saw I had a friend request from Lillan Gibson. I smiled and accepted the request. I closed my laptop, grabbed my bag and headed outside. I stood on the curb looking at my feet for a while, kicking at dirt.
After 5 minutes Summer’s car pulled up and I got inside and belted up.
On the way to wherever we where going Summer and I chatted and sang to the radio.
I looked up and saw we where at the Cordella.
I gulped slightly and slowly got out of the car after we pulled up.
“Why are we here?” I asked.
“Band practise silly.” Summer said.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me inside.
I kept my eyes to the floor as we walked into the practise room.
“Hey guys! This is Bex. A really good friend of mine. Bex this is Jimmy, Mini and Lilly.” Summer said pointing at everyone.
Lilly did a double take at my new hair and looked pissed off.
Summer pulled me to everyone and chatted to Mini while I stood there awkwardly.
“Summer, I’m going out for a fag.” I said and rushed outside.
Once I was outside I pulled out my cigarette packed and quickly lit one up.
I leaned against the brick wall and felt really bad.
I looked up as I heard someone walking to me.
“So you’re Summer’s little play thing.” Lilly hissed.
“I..” I started but Lilly cut me off.
“I thought you where mine!” Lilly shouted.
She pinned me against the wall and looked deep into my eyes. I saw anger and pain in hers and it took a lot to keep myself together.
“Lilly…it just sort of happened with Summer.. We’re not together, just must understand that. I met her the day after I met you and she was caring and you were still a bit rough with me back then.” I said.
I saw tears form in Lilly’s eyes.
“I’m in love with you. As soon as I saw you, you had to be mine.” Lilly said letting the tears fall.
I looked at her shocked and saw the pain on her face as her heart broke.
“Fuck this. I’m going.” Lilly mumbled and walked off.
I wanted to chase after her but my legs wouldn’t move. A pained yelp left my lips as I started to sob. I fell to the floor and buried my head into my knees.
I started to think straight and got up. I started running. I just wanted to get away.
After a good half an hour of running I stopped and braced myself on my knees, wheezing.
“Fuck I need to stop smoking.” I muttered to myself.
I looked at my surroundings and recognized where I was, the neighbourhood where I grew up.
I walked slowly for about 5 minutes and knocked slowly on a door I’d been to many times.
It opened and I saw the kind face of my mother looking at me shocked.
“Christ love, you looked like you’ve been dragged through hell and back” She said, pulling me into a warm embrace.
“I feel like it mummy.” I said. And yes at 20 years of age I still called my mum mummy.
“Let get the kettle on.” She said as she let me go.
I sat there in my old spot on the sofa with my old mug in my hands filled with nice hot tea.
My mum sat opposite me with her coffee. We where catching up on gossip.
“Gabby’s pregnant…again and Auntie Jan’s got herself a new man.” My mum said.
“Not surprised, Gabby’s slept with half the lads in Longdale and that’s nice Auntie Jan had a hard time with Kyle. She deserves a good bloke.”
“Now then love, when are you going to get a boyfriend and give me a grandchild?” My mum asked.
“Mum! I’m a lesbian!” I shouted.
“It’s a phase love, it‘ll go soon.”
“Well it’s a fucking long phase!” I shouted.
“Rebecca!! Language!”
“Sorry but I can’t help it. I like ..wait no I love girls.”
“Urgh fine then. Have you got a girl in your life then?” My mum asked making my temper go.
My face fell and I started to tear up.
“I did. I had two. But I think both hate me now.”
“Okay love.” My mum said, leaving it alone knowing it was a sensitive subject.
I woke up feeling energized. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I was the only one in the bed so I went downstairs to see Lilly watching the news in the kitchen with a cigarette in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other. I quietly tip toed behind her and kissed her neck making her jump slightly. She turned her head round and pecked me on the lips before slipping the half smoked cigarette in between my lips. I inhaled deeply and blew out the smoke. “Tea or coffee?” Lilly asked me. “Tea please.” I said in between drags on my cigarette. She turned on the kettle as I sat across the table from her. Lilly placed a cup of tea in front of me and sat across from me. She reached her hand across the table to me and I put my hand in hers and she played with my fingers as I sipped my tea. “I need to go home soon babe.” I said while squeezing Lilly’s hand. “Okay then beautiful.” I got dressed and ready and stood on Lilly’s doorstep to kiss her goodbye. She grabbed me by the back of my head forcefully and kissed me hard. Reminding me of when we first met. I winked at her and turned to leave and she grabbed my ass. I started walking home, but after a couple of minutes of walking my phone started to ring. “Hey…I’m sorry for over reacting…it’s not like you’re my girlfriend or anything…Erm do you want to come to mine for a bit?” Summer asked. “Sure I’m only around the corner.” I replied. I walked for a couple more minutes and walked up Summers driveway, nervously chewing on my bottom lip. I saw her looking through the living room window for me. She spotted me and ran to the door. Summer opened the door and hugged me to death. “I’m sorry!” She said and kissed me. “I’m sorry too…” I said against her lips. “Do you want to come in?” She asked. I looked at my phone and sighed at the time. “I can’t babes I need to do something.”
“Summer?” I asked as I walked awkwardly into the house. I timidly walked into the kitchen and saw her sitting with a bottle of vodka at her lips. I hissed quietly as I saw her drink it like water as if I was feeling the burning down my own throat. She moved the bottle away and passed it towards me. Thinking about everything with Lil I grabbed the bottle and took a couple of gulps. Hissing as I actually did feel it burn my throat. Me and Summer both sat at the table passing the bottle to each other and taking gulps. The burning wasn’t affecting me now and the alcohol was running through my bloodstream. We still hadn’t said a word to each other and just looked at each other. “I’m still angry at you.” Summer slurred while looking into my eyes. I looked down not knowing what to say. Summer got out of her chair and pulled me up from mine. Her hand came up and moved to the back of my head. She roughly pulled my head closer and kissed me with full force. I didn’t even have time to respond as her tongue intruded my mouth and wrestled for dominance with mine. She pulled away for a second and slapped me hard against the face. The sound of the impact echoed off of the walls. She looked at me with a mix of lust and anger as she kissed me again and pulled roughly on my hair. She stopped kissing me and yanked my head back, starting her assault on my neck with bites, kisses and sucking roughly. She growled quietly and I shuddered as I could hear the sound come from her throat. My top was ripped off and thrown to the floor. And my bra soon joined it. “Ever since I caught you in the bath I’ve wanted to suck and lick your tits till you’re begging me to ram my fingers inside of you.” My eyes widened as she growled that into my ear. She started kissing my boobs, avoiding my nipple till I grabbed her hair and lead her lips to the hardened bud. She sucked hard, earning a loud moan to escape my lips. I whimpered as her hand came up and her fingers pinched and played with the other nipple. I was wet and begging her to fuck me as I could feel myself pulsing for her. She took off my trousers as fast as she could and slid my girl boxers off after that. Summer lifted me and I wrapped my legs around her waist. She took me to the living room and laid me down on the sofa. She crawled inbetween my legs and gave a slow lick to each of my nipples before kissing downwards. She stopped kissing once she hit my pubic bone and watched me squirming there for a couple of minutes but stopped when she saw my own hand reaching down to rub my swollen clit and relieve my frustration. She tutted and placed my wrists above my head. I growled in frustration my hips bucking towards her.
Summer smirked at me and ran one solitary finger down my slit before plunging it inside of me and adding another. I moaned so loud my throat hurt as her fingers curled and slammed into my g-spot with every hard thrust of her fingers. I was close as she freed my hand, letting it rub my clit roughly. My hips where bucking roughly as I felt the tingling pulse build up in my abdomen and spread outwards. I closed my eyes tightly as my body convulsed and screams of pleasure erupted from my throat. I whimpered loudly, moving my body away from Summers touch as I couldn’t take any more. I sat up panting as sweat glossed my body.
Even though I had only been there once my feet lead the way and after half an hour I found myself knocking on Lilly’s door with a tear stained face.
She opened the door surprised to see me back an hour later.
She looked cute in bunny pyjamas with reading glasses on.
“What’s up baby?” She said taking me in her arms.
“I’m a really bad person and I want a cuddle.” I whispered with my head on her shoulder.
She took me inside and lead me into the kitchen. She made me sit down as I watched her get a pan out and a tub of galaxy hot chocolate.
She started making the hot chocolate on the stove and started singing quietly.
I sat there with my eyes closed listening to her soft voice.
“You’re a really good singer.” I said quietly.
“Really? I’m in a band. We play round the corner at the Cordella.” She replied.
I shivered slightly, remembering Summer saying the exact same thing when we first met.
“Oh cool. What music genre? And what do you do in the band?” I asked.
“It’s a mix of rock and electro. I sing and play the keyboard, Jimmy does back up singing and plays the drums, Summer plays guitar and Mini plays bass.” She said as she handed me hot chocolate with whipped cream and marshmallows.
I almost choked when I heard Summers name.
“Y’know, you where lucky I saved you earlier. I had band practise but we had to cancel since Summer had to plan something with her lady friend.” Lilly said laughing.
That’s when I choked on the hot chocolate going down my throat.
“Shit, you okay?” Lilly said patting my back.
“Yeah. It went down the wrong hole.” I said adding a little laugh at the end.
We sat there sipping our hot chocolates for a while just enjoying each others company.
Lilly saw my eyes drooping as I looked into my empty mug.
She took the mug out of my hands and put it in the dishwasher with her own. I looked up at her sleepily. She took my hand in her own and picked me up bridal smile making me giggle innocently.
She carried me upstairs and put me down on her bed softly.
I closed my eyes but I was still aware of my surroundings.
“Take your clothes off.” Lilly said.
I stood up half asleep and pulled off my clothes. I stood in my underwear and felt Lilly slip something over my head. I opened my eyes a little and saw she slipped a blue silk and lace nighty onto me.
She pulled back the covers on her bed and turned off the light. We both got into bed as she cuddled up to me and kissed me softly.
When we where finished I looked at the clock and cursed. 1:24AM
I got off the bed and quickly pulled my clothes on and attempted to sort out my messy hair and wipe off the smudged lipstick.
I checked my phone and saw there where 17 missed calls from Summer and numerous worried texts.
I grabbed my body spray out of my bag and quickly sprayed myself hoping to get the smell of sex off of me.
I quickly kissed and said goodbye to Lilly and ran down the stairs and out the door.
I walked as fast as I could to Summers. A lit cigarette hanging from inbetween my lips. I took deep drags on it as I speed walked to Summers house.
After a good 15 minutes of walking I stood on Summers doorstep awkwardly. I reached into my bag and pulled out the spare key and let myself in.
I poked my head into the living room to see Summer asleep on the sofa. Even in the really dim light I could see the grey streaks of dried tears on her soft cheeks.
I frowned and walked into the kitchen and saw the table set up with candles and roses. I saw a note next to the plate with food still on it. I picked it up and read it.
‘I thought I’d surprise you but you obviously never turned up. I blew off band practice and took the night off work. I’m guessing whatever you where doing was more important than me.’
My eyes started tearing up as I felt the guilt build up in the pit of my stomach.
I let a tear fall and quickly wiped it away. I walked into the living room and put a blanket over Summer kissing her forehead as I did so.
I grabbed the piece of paper with the note on and quickly jotted back.
‘I’m so sorry. I had no idea. I’m going home since I don’t really feel welcome at the moment. I’ll pick my stuff up in a couple of days. Bex x’
I walked out the house and locked up. I stood on the pavement and lit up a cigarette, letting the tears fall.
I started walking the long walk home but my feet lead me another way.
“Lilly..” I said with a smile, reaching out and stroking her cheek.
She giggled and rolled us both over.
“Right then, lay back and enjoy yourself baby.” Lilly said.
Lilly reached into her bedroom draw and pulled out three pairs of fluffy red handcuffs.
I laid there and watched as she clipped one cuff on one of my wrists. She threaded the handcuffs through a bar in between the headboard and bed and clipped my other wrist so I couldn’t move from my position.
She then grabbed the two other pairs and used a pair of handcuffs on each ankle. Making sure my legs where spread wide as she cuffed me to the bed.
I watched for her next move as she reached into the draw again and pulled out a blindfold. She slipped it over my head and I waited for what she was going to do next.
I felt her hands on my thighs. Dragging her nails up, grabbing the flesh.
Seconds later I felt one of her long slender fingers run up and down my lips. And I’m not talking about the ones on my face.
I groaned in impatience as she carried on. I needed her. I was desperate.
I tried to lift my hips up but my movement was restrained.
I was getting annoyed. My skin felt like it was on fire. I cried out and caved in, resulting to begging.
“Urgh! I need you now! Fucking now! Fuck me please. I need you inside me! I feel like I’m going to explode.”
Without replying she slipped two fingers in between my lips and started rubbing. Seconds later I shuddered and moaned as I came but she didn’t stop. She carried on. Over and over again my eyes rolled back into my head and my back arched. When I couldn’t take any more I yelped and my legs attempted to snap shut as I couldn’t take the sensitiveness any more.
Her fingers moved away as I caught my breath. But as soon as I could breathe normally Lilly slipped a finger inside of me, going straight to my g-spot making my back arch again and a loud moan escape my mouth.
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Her usual forcefulness came as she lowered herself.
Having no choice I obeyed her wishes as she grinded against my mouth.
When I knew she was going to come any second I inserted a finger and rubbed hard against her g-spot.
Her hips bucked and she leaned against the black velvet headboard panting hard.
She rolled off of me and laid there for a second before letting out a low lust filled growl.
Next thing I knew I was getting my clothing taken off at lightening speed.
I laid there bare waiting for her next move.
She pounced on me, rolling me over so I was on top.
Her nails scraped down my back hard making me scream.
If she wanted to play rough she could.
I leaned down and bit her neck, hard hearing a small whimper escape from her lips.
I felt dampness on my back and reached to touch it. Looking at the ruby red on my fingers I sucked them. The metallic sweetness dancing on my tongue.
She raised my hips with one hand and I felt one of her fingers enter me.
I moved my hips against her thrusts. Feeling the pleasure building fast.
I moaned loudly when her finger curled and hit directly into my g-spot.
I leaned down and kissed her hard. Her tongue pushing into my mouth.
My legs started to shake and my hips rocked harder. I felt myself tighten and a shaky gaspy loud moan escaped my lips.
I collapsed on top of her and nuzzed into her neck with a smile on my face.
“Lillian” She whispered.
I propped myself up onto my elbows and looked at her.
“What?” I said.
“Lillian…Lilly. That’s my name.” She whispered.
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She pushed me lightly on the bed and crawled on top of me, running her fingers through my hair, pulling on it as she did so.
I bit her lip as we kissed, heating it up a little bit. Her hand slid up my top grabbing my breast then she slipped her hand into my bra, pinching my nipple making me moan into her mouth. I unbuttoned her blouse and pulled it off. Loving the feeling of the milky white freckled skin underneath. I unhooked her bra and sat up. Pulling the lacy black garment off in the process and took her left nipple into my mouth. Sucking greedily, flicking my tongue and piercing against the hard pink nub.
“Take your clothes off, now.” She said in a lust filled growl.
I obeyed and took my top off first, laying there for a second so her eyes could soak up the view of my E cup cleavage. Next to go was the black and white pinstripe bra which I unclipped with one hand and threw across the room, knocking something over but not caring.
Her head moved down to my breasts. But I put my hand over her mouth and pushed her head back up.
“Before I get fully undressed there’s something you must do for me.” I said with a smirk. “Take your trousers and underwear off.”
She silently crawled off of me and pulled down the two pieces of clothing and threw them in a corner before crawling back on top of me.
I instantly felt a warm wetness on my stomach and smirked, licking my lips making sure she could see.
I put my hands on her hips and moved them forward so she was now sitting on my chest and I could see her in all her glory.
I noticed something twinkle at me.
“What the fuck!? When did you get that pierced!” I laughed.
“When you told me you found piercings hot.” She replied. “I was gonna get my nipples pierced but I didn’t wanna copy you. And they wouldn’t suit me.” She said, reaching out for one of my nipples and pulling on the metal bar going through it.
I yelped quietly and grabbed her hips, pulling her forward more.
By now she was on her knees straddling my head.
I poked my tongue out, giving her a quick teasing lick.
I felt the warm metal connect with my tongue for a second and smirked up at her as I closed my mouth. The musky taste dancing on the tip of my tongue.
